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"pakcik2" lepak

2010-11-05T00:48:00.002+08:00

i reached home 12.22am.

its been long since i last back home damn late. and mum was angry.

i wonder what will happened tmr.

ok anyways, reason y im back home late was because bf finally meet up with his mates and yes long chat plus the joke n laughter plus smoking(not me of course!).

im really tired from laughing and all. i had fun.

bf im soo gonna miss u :(

2010-11-02T11:25:00.002+08:00

OMG bloogiee! i miss you really.

at first i thought of abandoning you but u;ve been with me since i was sec 3 or 4.

im really sorry for not updating k bby.

i tot of switching to tumblr. but satu bende pon tk reti pkai.

sorry bby. im here to take u back. forgive me k.

i will be back updating k!

2010-06-27T10:59:00.000+08:00

just 1 week. =(

whats wrong.

2010-05-26T20:01:00.001+08:00

work is super tiring.

one more day just one more day for the week.

super tired super sleepy.

i dun feel good this week, maybe its just me or i really duno.

i get annoyed so easily over super small things.

i dun feel right abt us.

i feel that we dun spend much time together like we always do.

regarrdless ur off dday or ur working day, we dun meet often like we always do.

i cant call u anytime i want to like always.

u dun reply me as soon as i msg.

and when u call at night, im already asleep.

oh oh its full moon tonight, beautiful,very beautiful!! MasyaAllah!

2010-05-22T22:45:00.002+08:00

im starting my jogging back after 2 yrs of not being active.

attachment life is boring, no time to hang out, no time to do anything.

i miss studying, like seriously.

miss having long break in btw lesson.

misss my friends especially.

working and studying life is so so so different!

i dun mind studying my whole life.

anyway, alot of pple has been asking me what is my plan after poly.

im not sure myself actually, but most probably studying.

i was thinking overseas but i cant live without my family and bf and friends!!!

i want to study zoology or maybe more of chemistry side.

i dun know! i got to start thinking seh.

and maybe last resort, NIE!

ajar chemistry. cool jgak tu.

insyaAllah ok.

pray for me pple.

shoes

2010-05-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

what if ur addicted to keep buying new shoes every time u go out??

totally broke! yes penniless!

and what else?

mummy gonna nag and nag and nag!

i just love shoessss!

2010-04-29T16:21:00.002+08:00

yesss im bored..
ok lets stop complaining, i shud be greatful that i am being paid for nothing.
this whole week i dunno abt tmr i've been doing nothing, nothing at all.
asl aku dtg keje aje supervisor tu tnye " so what do u want today? "
like hello kau supervisor ke aku supervisor.
hahaha. ya and hopefully the pay will be tmr.

2010-04-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

night safari plan is sooo tk jadi cos of the weather.
so we went for a date night.
hahah klakar nk mampos citer tu.
i tink the 2 of us laugh kuat giler.
esp Ezzaaz, he cant stop repeatig the jokes after the movie.
i wanna watch shutter island next.
anyone?

ok so bsok mkn pulut kuning. yummy!
nk celebrate the april babies nye bdae.
plus also baba teringin nk katam quran btol2 which means with all the pulut lah..
so its a family gathering!!

knape nie haus semacam aje??

2010-04-15T17:15:00.001+08:00

i finish my work early again!
and thats why im here.
i feel like nk mkn choc lah, choc ape sedap?
its only 5 and luar dah gelap mcm pkol 11 mlm.
tkde pape lah nk update. bye.

2010-04-09T17:43:00.002+08:00

heyllo world.
i actually forgot that i got a blog. hahaha.
currently at work now waiting for 6pm so that i can go off.
pathetic i know, must wait till 6 even though i got nothing to do at all today.
yea and because i got nothing at all to do, i got to find a supplier that supply glass pipette.
well i manage to get like 5, tunggu drg mail balik aje.
oh ya mac again for lunch. im gonna die of fat-ness.
seriously, i've been eating out the whole week.
mama masak pon tk mkn sebab after work meet ezzaaz for dinner.
monday tk igt mkn ape.
tuesday mkn western.
wednesday mkn manhattan fish market. im not a fish lover, i dun like it!
thursday mkn sushi, craving nye psl.
and nnti tk tau plak ape nk mkn...

got to look for baba's present nie later.
dunno what to get him.
i want to treat him seoul garden tapi he wanted kfc!

oh great 8 more minutes.
yis is fun. blogging really kill time.

anyway ya dah nk msok 1 month attachment.
boleh tahan boring, boleh tahan best.\best sebab tk byk nk buat and tk psl2 drg kasi duit.
hehe. and boring sebab kene tunggu sampai kol 6 baru bleh jln!
and mkanan skolah, jelak!!
balik2 same aje...

time flies really fast. thats great uh.
i still dunno what to spend my pay on.
nk bli itouch confirm mama bising, since i just bought a new phone.

oh anyway, im currently readiing breaking dawn. lembab i know.
ehk merepek jgak tau cerite nye. tapi best especially the romantic part.hhehehe...

3 more minutes! why so lembab nie time tibe2.
aku lapar ngantok nk mcflurry lagi!

ok i wanna pack up and go!
see you bloggie.

1st day attachment

2010-03-15T20:24:00.002+08:00

7.30am : dah siap nk kluar dah pkai kasut sumer then...." MAMA LAB COAT!!!"
i forgotten all abt my lab coat. iron it 5 min aje. and aku stress sebab masih ronyok.
8.20am reach yiochukang mrt. and yes im so gonna be late! and guess what, when i reach blk p i ran all the way to blk q. when i reached, no one there. baik ehk!
im gonna be doing ELISA for the next 6 month! wahhahahahahahahhaha
and just now we slacked for 3 hours. ngantok.

2010-03-14T00:11:00.001+08:00

great day. love it. love you.
got to get use to waking up so damn early.
attachment starts monday!

2010-03-11T11:52:00.000+08:00

i got a date with dear john. like finally.

2010-03-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

dear john, please let me watch you!!
why is it so hard for me to watch you.
john john john.

2010-03-07T23:56:00.002+08:00

i cant believe it, year 2 its over!

dah bleh gi skolah ngan adik and nadrah and org sebelah ehk.

hahaha.

im not sure whether to look forward for attachment or not.

oh its a movie week for me.

i;ve been watching

2010-03-07T00:51:00.004+08:00

stomach ache or maybe gastric spoil everything.
not a great day though.
no percy jackson anymore!
tk fair.
and know what? aku terpenggang kasut pig lining.
satu hal lah plak kene cari tanah utk sertu.

next week insyaAllah. =D

2010-03-05T21:03:00.001+08:00

i successfully stay at home the whole day!
sleep eat comp. sleep eat comp!
tats what i did today.
sampai malas nk jumpe ezzaaz.

2010-03-04T23:35:00.003+08:00

im back.
exams done.
1 week break. so nk ajak aku kluar, ajak skrg.
attachment starting right after that, for 6 months.
erghhh malas.

ok nk tdo for hours!

2010-02-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

the best celebration ever.
simple and sweet.
thanks baby.

2010-02-16T03:13:00.001+08:00

14 months.
love.

2010-02-04T12:39:00.003+08:00

i tot there's no school today. so i sleeep like i nvr sleep before.
and at 7 ain msg told me theres bpt tutorial!
i totally forget about it.
and i didnt go for it cos i overslept.
its the last one lagi. pemalas tol aku.

all projects done!
tmr we shall submit the last one!
and here come the exams!
got to really study hard for tis, klau tk jgn harap nk go for attachment.

and yesterday we had our poster presentation.
i didnt know it was so serious. but alhamdulilah the lecturers understand wat im saying!

and tmr is friday!!

ok nk gi skloah! bye!!!!!

2010-01-16T18:54:00.001+08:00

happy 13. =D

i supposed to go jogging but instead i ate kfc.
fats fats fats!!

twentyTWO

2010-01-12T00:11:00.006+08:00

Ezzaaz's 22nd birthday.

saturday- i had school. open house just spoil all my plans. idiot. so, from sch to city hall. surprise him with his frends, where he shouted mcm perempuan sebab terkejot. starbucks at fullerton. dinner with his family at carousel. reason why i put on weight. home at 11pm.

sunday- meet at 11am (paling siang kite meet). hortpark skejab aje, cos aku malas nk jln and he got to study. lunch at kfc, craving ayam. present. cake. esplanade library to study. home at 5pm! not happy cos its too early. fun time though.

hahaha kene blajar for test.

alhamdulilah. sumer ok. im happy. he's happy.
insyaAllah we will celebrate it every year together.

oh oh oh, btw, congrats ADIK, NADRAH and NAFIIS for passing and did well for ur O's.
im so proud to be ur science tutor. hehe.
nafiis and nadia, wheres my treat?

2010-01-10T01:25:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday, Ezzaaz Hakam.

Love you.

2010-01-04T13:37:00.003+08:00

Holidays OVER.
boring nye.

awesome time!

dun worry im going back there sooon AGAIN!

2010-01-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

mcm mane nie zaaz sakit mlm2 gini.
plan bsok how??

get well soon.

2010-01-01T00:36:00.004+08:00

slept at 5, wake up at 9, raffles with mum dad and adik, lunch at kfc, new shoes, home, jurong chevron with zaaz, beach road, early dinner, chicken tk sedap but i ate 5, suntec, puma sweater, marina square, leopard printted shirt, home. tired.kaki melecet. ingrowntoenail cari psl lagi.

2009-12-31T01:34:00.003+08:00

3 more days and holidays over!?
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

BPT, Protein tech, Med Micro&Immunology & Marketing.
4 modules! and we got exactly 1 month before due.
and ALL due on the same week.
its worst than exam.
submitting projects in form of blog is really2 sickening.
i hate dealing with codes tau tak!!

nie blom include reports!
4 + 2 e-pract.
thanksssssssss lecturer!
hmph.

and 2009 over tmr?
great year? i dunno.
mcm2 berlaku.
ntah lah.

happy holiday!

looking forward later =D
i dunno why im soooo excited=D

2009-12-28T23:26:00.005+08:00

glad he knows what she want.
one lucky girl.
blessed.
<3
thursday will be the day.

2009-12-26T22:31:00.000+08:00

one word,
dissappointed

2009-12-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

i finally cut my hair!
after years of keeping it.
my dad not happy about it.
even the org potong tu tnye whether im really sure to my hair tat short.
yeaaa what to do. even aku botak pon org tk tau.heeeeeeee
ringan skit kepale aku.

anyway i met zaaz just now!
i love it ok. and furthermore his camp sooo close to my place =D

and HAPPY ADVANCE ANNIVERSARY TO MUMMY AND DADDY.
24 ke 25 years. tk kesah lah ehk.
insyaAllah berpanjangan hingga akhir hayat.
gotta see their faces later. we got small surprises for them.

happy holiday!

2009-12-22T01:41:00.002+08:00

since im so free i shall update all the pictures yg tak terpost dari hari tu.
2 weeks break.
im still lazy to touch my school stuff.
i got reports, blogs and projects!!!
dah lah common test sumer susah, tk cofident aku.

when i went tekong, probably my last time there.

sungei buloh sempena hari lahir nadia mohamad, we go for something different.

nie sunday nye gathering!!

i miss you.
looking foward for thursday!

2009-12-21T00:05:00.000+08:00

sentosa was awesome tough penat lah.
mane tk dari pagi sampai ke petang.
beach and sun is loved!

after that met zaaz skejab.
tmr he's going back to camp,
very sad. =(
cpt dah 2 weeks.
after tis start again, meeting him week end aje.

uploading pic nie sebelom tdo.

2009-12-20T00:25:00.002+08:00

oi oi oi!!
mango, dp, topshop all tgah sale giler!!
go go go grab them all.
aku smalam mcm nk angkot jek sumer!!!
grrrrrrrr.

anyway common test dah abes!
im having 2 weeks break now.
and i slept the whole day today.
didnt manage to meet him =(

bsok pegi picnic.
aku so nk mkn and tdo aje ok.
mkn mkn mkn mkn!

2009-12-16T00:43:00.001+08:00

isk kental lah but i still wanna blog this.

happy anniversary!

ok bsok medical micro.
irritating nye bacteria!

2009-12-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

i shall update while waiting for the freaking facebook to load. lembab giler.
common test next week and im only at lecture 2 of 1 module out of 6 modules.
well done Amalina. slack giler!!!
im so worried yet im so lazy to blajar.

im so happy today though im so damn tired.
i got a present for no reason. and im so loving it.

ok i went for his POP.
yes i really went to tekong again!
yahahahhahahahah!
its really last minute.
and he didnt even know im coming so its like a surprise.
its really fun. i enjoy every second of it. esp the ferry ride cos i so freaking love the sea!

im tooo tired to sleep. haha.

2009-12-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

everything is not right nowdays.
i broke my hp screen.
cant find my warranty card.
great! well done.

i almost ask for it.
its nothing to you i guess.
sleep without feeling guilty.
thats how important i am to you.

2009-11-29T22:08:00.002+08:00

im finally free from being an alarm clock.
thank you.
God will protect pple who are in the right track. insyaAllah.

time for revision.
i dun think i will have the time seh.
with packed time table.

i love you zaaz, no matter what <3

2009-11-23T03:10:00.002+08:00

i hate it!
i hate it when i can't fall aslp at night.
no reason at all why im still up.
im tired but i can't fall aslp!
padahal i didnt slp in the evening tdi tau.
i seriously dunno whats bothering me now.

i did my daily befor slp routine,
listening to music, look at the pictures, read my inbox, read story books
but still im wide awake.
i cant even yawn!
dah lah skolah from 9am to 6pm tmr! i mean later!
how i wish i can call u and talk to u zaaz!
i've been trying to slp since 12 am tau, now its 3.15, and kejab lagi dah kene gi skolah.
ANNOYING!

2009-11-20T21:10:00.003+08:00

common test in 2 weeks time.
freaking fast ehk.

he can't book out this week.
boring weekend!

school was fun though it was tiring.

malik back in school after suffering from shingles.

si tkde keje.

man hang man bler tgah lecture.

msg bf bler tgah lecture.

guess whats this??

its our drink!

raudhah's bubbly bubble teaaa.

lets start revivion!! =D
i misss you very much!

2009-11-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

i enjoyed today so very MUCH!
though its very short.
love you.

cpt skolah dah week 5.
all reports due on week 5!!!
and im still not done with med micro.
hohoho.

yes another crazy week with the bitch.

cool ehk.

im not a nugget

this is found in ur URINE! wahahah

faham2 lah

watch tis crazy girl. got lock in the toilet.

2009-11-11T20:41:00.002+08:00

im so distracted by something!
i dunno what is it.
and cos of that i can't do any of my work!

2009-11-10T00:15:00.002+08:00

alhamdulilah. =D

what can i do for our 11 mth?
any ideas?

2009-11-08T00:02:00.004+08:00

how do you feel when ur looking foward for something
and got to wait for the whole week for the thing come and
IT DID NOT HAPPEN?!

guess i got to wait for another week.
thanks for the pain.

2009-11-06T22:36:00.002+08:00

i really tot he would be back from the field camp today,
and thats why im really looking foward for friday.
but NO!
even abang ckp pe, probably 5 or 6 days field camp.
so yea tmr lah insyaAllah since he's booking out tmr mlm.
dissappointed giler tau.
lagi2 i didnt get to hear from him at all for the whole freaking week!
never in 15 months kite tk contact at all, even if he went overseas we still contact.
field camp really sucks ok even though aku tk in it.
its really not easy.

foster parenting tmr. i love it.
time will past very fast, hopefully.

we survived 5 hours rotting in school!
here's our crap tis week.
pic quality very kuntak cos tk bwk camera. pkai hp aje.

kene bully nie.

meet ain's bestie.

faizal, fairuz, faris, FAWAS.

our very own ALLISON, from ANTM.

si giler

si kecik

si besar

dtg skolah and tdo

abandoned

2009-11-05T23:36:00.002+08:00

are you guys excited!?
its friday tmr! wooohooooooooooooooooo.
like WOW. time flies really fast.
but tmr, 4 freaking hours of break!
tkkan nk skip lecture lagi.?

and i just woke up tau.
mcm mane nk tdo balik nie?

2009-11-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

im struggling with my tutorial.
i really dunno how to do, i dun even understand.

thank god time fly really fast.
bsok dah thursday.
i survived 3 days already.
hahah
i hate field camp!

2009-11-03T17:54:00.003+08:00

not feeling well today.
woke up with a slight fever and decided not to go for tutorial.
but i did went for my practical cos theres report need to be done.
so, very short day in school.

its only tuesday. got to wait for 4 more days.
i really miss you.

anyway during practical tdi cikgu ade lah bebual psl attachment.
theres like overseas attactment for us.
but i dun think i want to go cos mahal kan.
and there will be no pay if u go overseeas.
crap. i rather stay here for attachment.
and go china for fyp.
i manage to pujuk my parents.
but tk tau lagi lah confirm ke tk ehk.

im so tired and sleepy.
nk tdo but dah petang.
and im craving for cheese friesss!!
kfc anyone?

2009-11-02T22:55:00.002+08:00

what!? its only monday.
sedih nye and lame lagi tau.

my throat is getting from bad to worst.
i can even bukak mulut tau.
ape lagi telan bende!!

anyway our plan today was called off due to the rain.
we end up hanging out pat marina jgak..

no fair

2009-11-01T15:49:00.003+08:00

what a boring sunday!
tv pon tkde citer.
ok no more thick make-up amalina.
i saw some small dotts haha on my face!

its seriously not fair tau,
i waited for 5 freaking long days,
and when its saturday, time fly really fast.
and next week i got to wait till saturday malam!?!
i can't even call or msg this whole week.
meaning i cant get to hear from him at all.
why is it so unfair?

sorry

2009-10-30T15:08:00.003+08:00

its the weekend finally!
sore throat, really sakit.
nk telan mknan pon susah, tapi aku has been eating alot.
maybe that is y semakin sakit.

i hate long hours break! that is y i skip bioinfo lecture.
dah lah last week skipped marketing lecture.

nk mkn ice cream!

anyway i feel bad, really bad not fetching him today.
dah 2 weeks aku tk fetch him padahal im so free today.

sorry for not being there when u want me to come.
so sorry that we can't meet today.
so so sorry that ur really mad, and im not there to calm u down.

2009-10-25T14:52:00.001+08:00

i miss him already.

2009-10-25T00:00:00.003+08:00

cpt nyer dah sunday.
i hate it when weekend dah nk abes.
new week of sch and Zaaz book in.
i bet im gonna be so busy with sch cos week 1 jek dah mcm hectic with thousands of project.
and weekend nie aku soooooooooo tk touch sch work.
so tired of iit. and i met zaaz. love u baby.

lets start with this. hahah.

aku ngande2 nk same2 ngan zaaz.

tkde ayam =(

ok look at that fat face!! arghhh.

he's the best!!

dah kenyang

aku pon nk jugak!!

ok then we went henderson wave.
tgok org jogging, feeling nk jog jgak plak.
anyway,

its bulan, and i met faris bulan there toooo. haha.

babylove.

yaya ckp muke mcm abang!!

picture nie menang hands down! hahahhaha

im sorry if i hadnt been a good girl to you.
whatever it is ur the best. no one other than you.
LOVE!

2009-10-19T23:57:00.002+08:00

first day of scool, damn sleepy ok.
introductory lecture, siape tk ngantok.
sch ended early today, so aku n nawal went to watch sorority row.
the show really gore. and a guy sitting behind us shouted mcm dier naik roller coaster.
HAHAHAHA gilak.

sampai rumah, mkn tros tdo till 930 when he called me.
and we talk for an hour. im so so so happy.
love you.

and great, im still sleepy.
and i dunno where is tmr's notes.

2009-10-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

i suppose to get ready all my stuff for school but seriously aku malas!
i dunno why. am i the only one yg malas nk gi skolah!?
pls tell me no...
but no matter wat i stll have to go.
gonna meet my crazy bitches.
wth! pri and sec tk skolah bsok!?!
nie yg buat aku lemah nk gi skolah. haha
even abg tk skolah!!!!

he booked in at 1 pm just now.
gonna get use to meeting him once a week!
the feeling really sucksssssss.
saturday was great.
love you zaaz.

2009-10-17T22:37:00.002+08:00

im so not ready for school.
notes not downloaded.
time table blom print.
staionaries blom beli since adik took everything in my pencil box.

penat and nk tdo.
tk nk tk nk tk nk tk nk tk nk gi skolah!!!!

2009-10-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

and so i did went.
excited + arghhhhh!!
his face omg so panjang.

yes thats him =D

F attention seeker B

2009-10-16T17:10:00.006+08:00

yea its friday today.
i dun feel good at all.
must i really go?
i really dunno. i have to get ready now if im going.
but right now i still havent mandi, ape lagi siap!?
im so sorry ezzaaz for my stupid perangai nie.
happy 10 month love.

i hate it when last minute some people spoil my plan.
fuck.

2009-10-15T11:21:00.005+08:00

here i am blogging while waiting to mandi.
haha toilet penuh. niari tibe2 plak sumer tk skolah.
anyway, i slept super early last night!
right after talking to him i fall asleep till 10am next morning!
wahhh almost 12 hours. and i feel so fresh!
school opening in 3 days time.

alright so tmr is friday.
he;s coming back.
i so badly wants to seeeee him.
but i dunno why i dun look forward for tmr, friday.
can i just see him and then go home?!
ok lah we just wait and see whats gonna happen tmr..=D

so yesterday, went watch movie with my date.
its was really random.
time dier ajak was 12pm.
the show was 3.15pm.
soo quickly get change and yea went for the movie.
we watch (500)days of summer.
very sweet show.
hahah aku senyum non-stop for the whole movie!

thats my date, its raudhah!

ok then meet kak long have dinner then tuition.
i had pizza hut and kfc yesterday.
wahahahhahah gemok. gemok gemok gemok!

2009-10-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

1 last lesson tmr and im all done for tuition.

insyaAllah u kids will do well.

had a fun conversation with him just now.

he's fine. so i got ntg to worry abt anymore. =D

i sooooooo badly want to seeeeee him.

pls time can u fly faster.

can tmr be thursday, not wednesday?

i cant wait for sch though time table sux.

ok lah good night folks.

2009-10-13T02:06:00.002+08:00

3 more days.
and guess wat my brother just jump around in front of me and says " HA HA HA HA! TK DPT CHAT NGAN EZZAAZ!" soo snnoying nye abang!!

anyway, sem 2 time-table out!
dah kene bgn pagi balek!
the time table kinda sucks.
almost hari2 bgn pagi and balik petang.

bad headache.

2009-10-12T00:45:00.001+08:00

4 more days.
friday im in love!

2009-10-11T02:06:00.004+08:00

great, because of this i CANCEL all my outings.
so girls go ahead with whatever plan we had, including the class outing.
im out of ALL the outing.
im freaking angry.
im so mad.
so if i didnt reply ur msg, pick up ur calls im sorry.
i just wanna be alone. sorry.

only u can make me smile now.
i need you sooo badly now.

FUCK.

2009-10-10T00:24:00.003+08:00

im starting to break down, like seriously.
knowing that he's not good in there.
it hurts me so much.
he did'nt have time to talk to me just now.
we talk for only 2 mins.
ya Allah pls protect him. amin.

zoo trip cancelled!
kak long dissappointed
aku lagi dissappointed.
tot of going for plan B, jln raye with sec friends.
but to tink of it mcm malas.
i rather hang out with my sisters.
so yea so probably marina barrage tmr.
or maybe sentosa.

wow survivor n amazing race really buat aku mcm nk mati.
ahahahahaha.

everything gonna be alright, insyaAllah.

still breathing

2009-10-08T10:00:00.004+08:00

dun worry, im still breathing.
hahaha
last night he called telling me he's alright except that he look like an alien now lpas dah potong rambot. HAHAHAHAHA!
omg i miss his jokes. like really. i've been laughing less now.
i survived 2 days.

anyway, its a great weather to slp.
and im so gonna continue my slp after this.
woohooo..

8oct, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAUDHAH.
semoga panjang umur murah rezeki.
and happy always. love you friend.

2009-10-07T13:08:00.003+08:00

i still cant find nice blogskin.
for now lets stick to this.

can't wait for zoo & night safari. =D

backstreet boys dah kluar album baru!
wowowow!! NICK CARTER!!!

2009-10-06T06:20:00.006+08:00

oh no he's probabaly leaving in 2 hours time.
at first i tot of going, but tk nk lah menyebok.
so yea. its better he spend the time with his beloved family.
im awake right after subuh nie because im waiting for his calls.....

well people, ask me out if u guys wanna hang out okay.

i cant believe it he cried yesterday.

2009-10-03T00:43:00.003+08:00

"tank u so much are.. now your gf hates me.. Alhamdullillah"
"bcos u have no face alr, so that's why he doesn't know how to tell you"
i soo didnt expect kau so rude.
kau kenal dier pon tk sampai setahun.
complain lah all u want aku tk tkot.
and deleted me as ur friend in fb?!
coward.
guess u blocked me too.
I DUN BLOODY CARE.

u guys might be wondering why am i so mad now.
this is becos some people are just not using their brain.
talk as if they knows every single tthing.
like they are so perfect.

wat a boring day today.
tk jadi plak watch movie when im soo soo excited abt it =(

just as i promised. =)

ok rumah siape ade cornflakes pls invite aku over alright.
aku tk puas mkn lah tahun nie.

2009-10-02T00:50:00.002+08:00

i dunno why, im so sad.
i wanna cry.
feeling soo emotional.
why am i so weak?
i used to be so strong.

well mr bloggie. ur gonna be my closest friend now.
like really close for this 2 years.
no one gonna talk to me till 4am.
no one gonna layankan my crap.
no one to laugh with like crazy.
sorry , got to stop tis.

hey YOU!
i hope you know that ur wrong.
kau sedar tk diri kau tu siape?
ur not even close to him, kau jgn nk pandai2 nk ajar die.
aku sendiri tk mcm gitu.
cermin diri dulu lah ehk.
suke hati die lah klau dier nk hang out ngan aku ke kwn die.
ur really nobody to tell him all this.
and i dun understand why kau nk mengamok ngan die just becos he cant make it to ur outing.
pls use ur brain, its not like die nk kluar ngan aku. pape family dulu lah!
asl susah sgt kau nk faham.
and only 1 person cant make it, it wont make any difference!
sorry if im too harsh. but it feels good to let it out.
hope u read tis and think!

and to kau!
aku benci kau ok. though kau tk buat pape pat aku.
ape yg kau buat just affect aku badly.
yes, i hate you.
and i dun care if u hate me toooo.

sorry just got to let it out.
ok monday bdk2 mb jlan raye except ade lah few pemalas.
haha
tuesday weds and thursday aku ade tuition.
and this is why im dead tired thats y aku cancel kluar ngan nawal and ain.
nie pon aku blog mate aku setengah tutup.
I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

ok gambar bsok lah.

2009-09-26T02:28:00.008+08:00

i love the beach!

i love the sunset!

i love Ezzaaz!

i love today!!!

we planned out something different today.

i hate the town areas.

especially weekend.

i hate crowded place.

and i hate the mat minahs.

haha siape suke kan...

yea so we decided to go west coast.

theres laut. i love the smell of the salty water and i dun mind going there every single day!

we walked, we talked, we laughed,

omg i just love it, i really enjoy it.

thats the reason im still awake now, its 430 am.

awake and smiling. hehehehhehee.

oh ya ya, biler otw balik tu guess wat we jumpe...

something i love.

a baby phyton!!

omg its bloody cute i swear.

of course i shouted when i first saw it cos zaaz almost step on it.

well i actually walked beside it without even realising it was there.

alhamdulilah nothing happen.

but yea its really cute okay!

zaaz starting to love snakes now... haha.

omg 5 hours of trasferring photos, penat aku tunggu.

tgah maintain muke padahal aku excited.

we walked the wrong way actually.

hahaha ezzaaz, ezzaaz.

its the sun set, beautiful i swear.

check that out.

cute kan! i love it!

2009-09-25T01:30:00.006+08:00

10 more days.

ok lets not talk about it.

watched ugly truth just now.

no other great movies.

last minute plan with gfs.

just tag along with them since aku pat luar.

and also lame seh tk jumpe drg.

aku masih lapar.

guess where kite mkn..

yeaaa hahahah BEACH ROAD.

zaaz tk tau nk kire sebelom ambik gambar.

fat face here, and zaaz dah mcm tourist dgn camera. haha

ok girls phobia 2 next okay.

2009-09-23T10:30:00.005+08:00

i seriously hate my phone currently.

because of it i am awake now.

kak long u called me for no reason.

after that call got a msg. it was my result!!

baru aku plan tk nak check.

annoyingggg. now im sooo awake.

baru nk tdo lame skit.

aku tk jadi kluar niari.

ddk rumah sorang lagi.

tkpe lah hari lain ade ehk zaaz.

anyway selamat hari raya to alll!!

maaf zahir batin.

hari raya was ok. did have fun with crazy cousins all.

makan mcm tk pernah mkn and wahahahahhaha aku gain 1kg.

baru 2 hari raye tau!

ade byk lagi nie. krg tgok jelah pat fb ehk.

2009-09-17T10:14:00.003+08:00

nk kluar nk kluar nk kluar!!!

tpi dgn siape??

kawan2?

alah npk sah dorang busy seh tolong mummy masing2.

ezzaaz? neh nk jumpe pon susah. busy aje.

kak long!? keje lah.

adik exams plak.

mama!? "ahhhh malas aku byk lagi keje"

hahahahahha

alah kene tdo lagi lah pat rumah.

kak long sorry, aku rase aku nk kawin dgn 311 nye singer.

tak kesah lah dier tue.

ahahahahah.

2009-09-16T04:35:00.006+08:00

wahhh finally blogspot back to normal.

selame nie aku post page dier putih aje.

hahahahaha..

ok so tdi mlm first time aku tuition bdk luar.

ahahha soooo kekok.

seems like i forgotten my math!

last aku buat math a year ago tau.

krg boleh igt ke? aku tk boleh, sebab aku tk hafal formula.

ok soooo tk penting.

anyway aku tk tdo lagi.

aku tgok ANTM cycle 12 the whole freaking day!

im sooo super lazy since my stomach cramp mcm nk mati.

so just baring sambil watch it.

skrg aku feeling nk jadi model.

hahaha mcm faham. (sejak biler aku pkai word nie?)

wahahahha finally im using the new version of msn.

selame nie i cant sign in using the new version, i dunno why.

and thats y i've been using the very old version.

its 16 september!!!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Happy 9 Month LOVE. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

its ok if we cant meet since it falls on wednesday. ur always in my mind. i love u forever.

and i know we can be forever.

i need a shoe badly.

kaki dah lah besar susah nk cari. mcm mane nie lagi brape hari aje!!

my room look gorgeous. i love it.

ok aku nk tdo skrg. ntah pkol brape ntah nnti aku bgn.

2009-09-14T04:04:00.000+08:00

aku so excited.
really really excited and thats y aku tk tdo mlm nie.
padahal penat jln tdi satu hari suntuk.

ok mama dah bgn sahur!
selamat bersahor.

2009-09-12T05:16:00.001+08:00

mcm best plak pagi2 blog ehk.
today busy day for me.
2 tuition today.
and lack of sleep. oh sooo gonna imagine how sleepy im gonna be.
yea i slept at 4 again.

omg last week of fasting, can u believe that?
really really fast.
i bet everyone will be busy with spring cleaning.
and i hate spring cleaning!! tpi nk buat mcm mane kan kate hari raye!
and i've not yet seen my baju raye.
mlm raye lah nie baru dpt tgok.
and my favourite kuih raye nie plak tk buat2.
tunggu sampai mama kasi green light baru lah boleh buat.
oh oh oh! tk sabar jgak nk anyam ketupat!
wow soooo excited pe bebual psl raye. hehehehehhehehe.
feeling2 mak cik lah gitu ehk.
ok whatever amalina.

anyway ignore the previous post.
maybe i was just angry.
maklom lah kan, im a normal human being.
perasaan marah, denadam, sedih, suke, gembira tu sume ade.
krg pon ade pe perasaan yg same.
so faham2 kan lah ehk.
everything fine now. alhamdulilah. =D

ok aku dah decide dah, saturaday which is today just balik lah after tuition.
then kluar bsok! lagipon nenek nk buke pat rumah aku nie!!

and nawal raudhah ain nurul krg tau tk aku miss krg rabak!
terngiang2 krg nye ketawe dlm kepale otak aku nie.
hahaha. ok we meet soon tau. aku decide! haha.
nawal our terawih date how how??
anyway i got a confession to make friends.
aku minta maaf byk2!
actually aku dah tgok final destination last week.
BUT!!! aku still want to watch 3D nye ok.
so the plan still on.
insyaALLAH one day alright.
i love u bitches.

ok im just plainly bored actually.
susah aku nk tdo tau skrg.
my shoulder sakit sangat2!
tdo tk selesa.
why shoulder whyy?!?!
i will take at least few hours to fall asleep.

ok dah imsak!!!
happy fasting for today.
selamat pagi. =D

psst raudhah,aku dah suke TAYLOR SWIFT!!!

2009-09-11T05:09:00.001+08:00

morning again!
another sleepless night.
not tired at all i dunno why!
but tonight i was playing game on the phone all the way, naik leguh tgn aku.
hahahaha

just last night i had a wonderful night.
i love and enjoy every second of it.
and i swear i dun want to hang up.
but tonight it was a total dissappointment.
it breaks my heart.
i swear it does.
not once, twice, or thrice, it happens billions of time!
i gave u lots and lots of chances.
still i doesnt make any difference.
all u do is let me down.

i was hoping that i could spend tis last month together.
but no i was wrong.
totally wrong!
and i tot it was the exams.
again i was wrong.
i waited for u patiently, but its just waste of time.
i will never ever wait for u anymore!!

anyway, HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY BROTHER.

2009-09-10T05:43:00.000+08:00

good morning!
yes i know, tis is the weirdest time to update the blog, 5.43am.
i was asleep at 4.00am and woke up at 445am for sahur.
can u imagine how sleepy i am now?
no??
its ok nvm.
actually tgah tunggu utk subuh nie.
if i sleep after sahur nnti nk bgn subuh susah pulak kan.
kesian mama kene jerit2 kejot aku nnti, lagi tgah puase kan, naik haus plak tekak dier nnti.

anyway can u believe it.
both zaaz and i broke a record.
we were talking from 1130pm all the way to 400am.
thats too much i know. tkpe lah kan less than a month dier dah kene masok "kandang".
hahha ok whatever.
wonder what we were talking about kan kan kan?
especially raudhah rite?

FFF just irritates the hell out of me!
like seriously hello?! korang jumpe tk bebual ehk?

YES! i really cancel all my outings with my friend.
im just too lazy to kluar.
ddk rumah kan lagi better.
nk tdo biler2 pon boleh.

should i really get a maxi dress for myself?
will i look really long with that?

girlfriendssssss 3D Final Destinations biler nieee??

2009-09-09T00:18:00.001+08:00

finally i feel sleepy tonight.

and im soooooooooooo gonna sleep soon.

good night friends.

2009-09-08T00:36:00.003+08:00

hello pple.
asl aku nk update aje, blogger tk btol.
and its fine now.
i shall update.

time flies so fast.
don;t u think so too?
2 weeks to raye. not yet prepared i shall say.
still got alot of things to do.
1 more month and i will be.....
why? tk pe lah tk pyh tahu.
i think im well prepared for it.
dah biase kan...

now i got to cancel all the plans i had with my gfs cos i got to start working at home.
sorry friends. i promise after raye ok.

oh ya its been 3 weeks since i sleep early.
i have been sleeping after subuh every single night.
and i swear i dunno wat did i doo for the whole night.
like i said, time flies really really fast.
im trying to change it back slowly now.
insyaAllah i can.

2009-09-04T01:34:00.001+08:00

im ok. no worry
i will be back sooon.

2009-08-17T17:49:00.000+08:00

u guys got to watch orphan!

LOVE.

we're hungry.

2009-07-18T14:19:00.003+08:00

its saturday babey!
finally weeekend.
but pantat aku gatal aku nk kluarrrr aje.
so im meeting ezzaaz and wan later after tuition.

anyway cell tech sub paper was a ERGGHHH!
report still not done.
ok aku malas nk update.

so we went out on thursday.
why?
cos i was craving for pizza!
and its freaking delicious.

2009-07-08T12:35:00.002+08:00

im soo irritated by myself.
why?
cos im sick. right now!
common test week.
meaning i got to take sub-paper.
meaning i will be finishing my exam not THIS friday but next week.
2 days mc. i hope i will be fine.
u too Ezzaaz. take care.

ok bye.

2009-07-02T17:02:00.002+08:00

its thursday! meaning 4 more day to EXAMSSSS.
ARE U READYYY PEOPPLE?!?!!
well not for me. only 2 modules done and im tooo lazy to continue.

aku dah mcm kene quaratine pat rumah. this whole week tkk kluarrrr.
im so freaking bored that i feel like watching movie ALONE today.
ok tk aku bedek. aku tk brani.

i still got reports, e pract, e assignment and revision to do.
omg omg omg. im too lazy to to even start it.
i;ve been eating sooooooooooo many chocolate.
why?
ask Ezzaaz.

ok tell me now where can i get KEBAB?
i so want to eat kebab!!

ice age tmr ok?
DUN CHANGE THE PLAN!
i kill myself!

2009-06-29T00:58:00.005+08:00

HOLIDAY EXTENDED!
i ratheer not lah. seriously
everything turn to elerning.
and im so freaking confused.
with lots of revision homeworks and projects need to do.

i have not been revising for the past few days.
kluar kluar kluar.

EAST COAST WITH FAMILY

BEACH ROAD, TULANG WITH SISTERS

POPEYE WITH KAK LONG

I LOVE YOU MAN WITH ZAAZ

DINNER WITH THEM

ok goodnight! =D

2009-06-22T12:59:00.003+08:00

sebab tangan aku gatal aku feeling nk blogging.
instead of doing my work.

supposed to be in sch today but i was so super duper tired, i cant even wake up.
so tats y im here.
si pemalas.

oooooOOOOOooooo Raudhah how have u beeen?
aku so rindu kau.
and the best part is i sooo dunno which day will she be back.
i forgot to asked her when i send her off.
stupid or what?!

picnic at east coast park yesterday was awesome.
aku sit and eat aje.
i ate alot and jeng2 i think i gain a few kilos.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH!
aku tk kesah uh.

and aku plan nk makan kfc niari!
woohoo. ahhahahahha.

hmm am i stress or what?
i dun think so and i dun care. heeeeee.

i misss misss MISSSSSS miiissssss Ezzaaz.
study break = NO MEETING!
i think some people know how im feeling now.

ok thats all i love you & i know you know that.

2009-06-14T16:23:00.006+08:00

so its holiday, i mean STUDY break.
so tis mean i got to study.
common test is in 2 weeks time
i need someone or anybody to atleast accompany me to study in sch.
pls anyone?
ain? nawal? maybe syukri?
anyone lah pls???

raudhah will be away for 2 weeks.
im soo gonna miss that girl.
raudhah have a safe trip and pls pray for me too aite.
i love you.

i miss Ezzaaz too actually.
im sooo gonna miss u like how im missing raudhah.
heh.

ok soo family gathering yesterday like FINALLY after so long.
so i had lots and lots of food.
granny's mee siam was awesome! really i swear.
i ate non stop and im growing fatter!
raudhah im growing fatter! u like it kan! hahahaha.
insyaAllah next sunday another gathering, tis time changi beach!
Ezzaaz like finally im going to the beach! bluek!

ok back to report! good bye!
have fun studying people..
=)

2009-06-07T21:20:00.004+08:00

i spent my sunday at raudhah's crib.
it was great, fun and crazy.
we turn the study room into studio.
we took so much crazy pics.
i love it!

our freaking stupid funny idiotic photo.

heres another one.

ehk 1 more.

oh ya raudhah was sooo jakun pasal nie..

2009-06-06T16:00:00.005+08:00

i got to keep myself busy this whole week.
though its 2nd time but still im not used to it.
im not strong enough to be like totally distance from you.
wat worst is that we've been not meeting for the whole of last week.
im not exaggerating ok.
this is how i felt.
i hate tis.
i wish school would end soo late, really late next weeek.
so i'll be so tired to even think about it.

lets do something fun girls.
swimming? jogging?
anything girls pls ask me out okay.

ok babes,

monday, ain and i wore white but tk sempat ambik gambar.
early dinner with nawal n nurul.

tuesday- ain ama again wore the same colour, its pink.
raudhah tu jer pon same.

wednesday- as u can see the 5 of us wore grey!
again ain n ama wore the same colour shirt.

thursday- raudhah tu jer and amalina wore purple!!

im so so so so so HAPPY!
eventhough its 2 mins convo, still heeeeeeeeeeee! =D
its 9.49 pm anyway.
goood night!

2009-06-03T00:44:00.001+08:00

Aku lapar
Aku penat
Aku ngantok
Aku dah gemok
Aku nk jogging
Aku dah panic, report blom buat
KAKI AKU MELECET!

2009-05-30T03:00:00.001+08:00

it doesnt get any better.
its the same.
in fact, its getting worst.

pls GOD help us.

2009-05-28T03:00:00.002+08:00

no school later, thats y im still up.
hmmm....

i will change since u want it.
i will change cos i really love u.
im not bored of u even if we meet every single time.
i miss u every second.
i think of u every single second.
i cant believe i got such respond from u.

u said im selfish.
u said i want everything my way.
u said u want me to change.
u said im too controlling.
u said u love me but.....

i wonder if u really mean it.
i wonder if u miss me like how i miss u.
i wonder if u think of me like i think of u.
i wonder if ur happy to see me like how happy i am to see u.

i dun know the meaning of love till i meet u.
i never felt so happy.
i never felt so lonely.
i never felt so bored cos i know ur always there for me.

but after wat happen today..
i nver cried so much for you.
it really hurt.

i love u no matter what.
i love u so much.

OK GOOD NIGHT!

2009-05-27T22:51:00.012+08:00

hello all.
despite of having lots and lots and really alot of work to do, i dun feel like doing.
im sooo MALAS.
malas n lagsong didnt touch my assignment, report and revision!

and yesterday, aku giler.
check out..

ok aku dah panic. friday aku kene pass up assignment
abeh cms tk bleh msok!

2009-05-20T22:57:00.005+08:00

alright before i get all busy with reports and revision,
i should update my little bloggie.

its been 5 weeks since school starts.
time fly soo fast and sooooooon there will be common test and after that sem 1 exam.
pretty fast and im so not ready. school getting harder with thousnds, i shall say millons of stuff to know and memorise.
ok ain lets start our revision.
and wait, theres 2 upcoming project!
yet, we still have not discussed about it.

stop talking about scool.

alright, my birthday. ya my birthday, i forgot to update about it.
so monday, 4th may.
mum bought me a L______.
i love it okay! girls u should know wat is it.
thanks mummy! i love u.

the girls get me a cake and new moon book (i always wanted it so badly)
yea i was touched abt wat they did.
seriously, i love u girls.
actually they wanted to surprise me, but they just couldnt run away from me.
when theres me, theres the girls.
thanks gf, not forgetting my classmates tooooo.

yes we sneak into the lecture hall.

candle dah hilang.

nurul purposely cut big piece for me, so i took almost half an hour to finish it.

not forgetting my bf!
we met after school though i finished around 6pm.
its late i know. but i bet mum knows im with him.
love the present he bought me. and then dinner plus cheese cake!
thanks Ezzaz, i love you.

ok so im 19 tis year. thats old ok. thanks everyone.

wednesday school end early,
and me always degil tk nk balik.
soo me, nawal and ain decided to check out marina barrage since the 3 of us tk pernah pegi.
so lets see the jakuns part of us.

they enjoying the wind.

ok thats all.
believe it or not, i took abt 2 hours to update tis?
who cares.
ok bye...

2009-05-17T19:47:00.002+08:00

i seriously dunno why im so freaking tired.
i sleep and sleep and sleep and yes i SLEEEEP!
and im still tired.

2009-05-16T23:33:00.001+08:00

i know itsbeen long since i last update my blog.
dead blog uh.

anyway, HAPPY 5TH MONTH!
i love you.

2009-05-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

thanks again pple for the bdae wishes, surprises and presents.
my gfs and bf especially.
thanks guys. I LOVE U ALL.

and i think i got nothing to update.

2009-05-01T21:08:00.001+08:00

happy holiday people.
still down with flu and cough

meet PIKU!

2009-04-26T19:29:00.004+08:00

it's so obvious, if someone asked you to read him/her blog.
meaning they wrote something bad abt u rite?
yea so?
i dun bother to read. why waste time?
i admit im wrong.
but hey who doesnt gossip ?
if u dun, wow ur so PERFECT!

anyway, school is so damn tiring.
seriously!
and again i feel so unorganised.
dun even know which notes for which.
oh god.

yr 2 of course much harder than last year.
even my mentor said it.
so yea lets work hard together kay raud and achieve a better results than last year!
wooohooooooo.
wanna donate blood frend?

she make my day!

and damn, he was posted to army,TEKONG!
expected!